okay. so im back to a very dead blog tht hardly anyone read.i don't read wht i write sometimes. hahaha. hence, errors are not being corrected..hmmm. gee's here doing her work. only god knows what we are going thru in our own personal life. darls, u know i'd be there for support whnevr u want me to <3 i'll do anyyythng i cn to hlp u lift tht load of ur shoulders.i rmbr u telling me tht u wish u cud help by pressing the pause button so tht i could breathe fr awhile and sort thngs out.. babe, its my time to be there fr u like u were always ther to help me mend the thngs in my head... nvr knew tht it wud get to tis point.. hmmm, just so u know, i''l always...always be ther to help and do anythng to help... just name it alright (: u've always given me strength and taught me tht everythng hppns fr a reason. i just hope bhnd whtevr hppnd in ur life, somethng super great wud benefit all this so tht thngs cn b back to better than normal. (:
besides tht, i've gt kinda detached frm.... kinda nt feeling it anymore. just hope u prove me wrong and get on with this. hmmmm.... y'knw its nt easy to keep gg if wht u feel b4 is lost or just somewhr waiting to feel it agn. idk man.. seriously. its pissing me off and im gettng 2nd thoughts abt ths. ... hv been thnkng toooo much till i kinda dreamt abt it and scream fr 2 days str8. just ope thoe shits dnt really happen..
to gee, <3 u loads babe. stay strong. He wont gv u a task u cnt go thru. in the end, all thses makes u a sronger person .
to .... , u btr buck up b4 i cut u off.
