yesterday u were perfectly fine. this morning, ur being sweet. and me, being me.. understanding your situation and shits. but thanks. right after that, you are like being one shit ass mother tooooootser. can? what's got into suddenly? dude, i don't understand you anymore. who are you? where's the faris amer i knew? where's the faris amer who jokes around and know how to take things lightly and always pisses me off yet i still love an dmis su like crazy. now, i just miss you. loving u is soemthng i still need to convince myself to do okay? you've chnaged. you are just not you anymore. tell me the truth! what do you want? i don't want any secrets b/w us. it hurts too much already. it's killing me. you know im sick. i can't handle all this stress anymore right now. so please help me and mend it. you're breaking my heart into pieces everyday. if this goes on, by the time we part, there's nithing left for u to break.. just shattered pieces on the floor waiitng for someone else to pick it up. im just so tired of pretending. my tears are showing. and my smile is fading away. do u realise how much this affects me. lets just see lets just see. if this is what it its meant to be, den fine. i'd stay. if its nt gona work, i'd rather leave. cause u're hurting me to much. anythng else, i'd be call a fool to be putting up with all this shits. i have a life too. okay.
why do i hate u soo much yes love you and miss you like crazy. shit! why do u have such an impact in my life. i don't want this anymore. prove it that u want this. prove it that u need me to stay. i won't say okay. till you prove that everythning's gona be okay dear.
i'd swear i kill u if this happens.
i wish i cud do ths=is and show u. to let u realise how painful its been with you. haish. im really disappointed today by ur actions dear.
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