the wkend was fun. had study nite with gee. and had a suprise party for fiqah. haha... shyt! she's at home back. :( i dont really noe why i hate her so much. why the feeling must be so deep. why?! im really depressed that i hate her. pls. god. help me. i dont want to hate her. why must i ?? it was the freaking past. i need to get over the anger i had for her months back. i really regret getting myself ins uch situation at first. i wish i could turn back time and not meet u at all. i just wish tht would happen. pls. pls. pls. oh allah, give me the strength for me to pullt hrough. \
hey dear. iloveyou. but sometimes im tired of waiting for u everynight to call me. when your not gona call me tht night. tell me pls. i dnt wana stay up hvng nothng to wait for in thw end,. i'd end up very tored u noe dear? i
missing u anywya. iloveyou. hope u liked what i gave u.. (:
farisbinamer
