its only the start and im hearing loads about you.. i wish and hope that what i heard is all not true at all. but then again. im going throught the things they are telling me about. do you know just how hurtful things might get in the end? you're not telling me any truth? are you? where are you now exactly? too busy? WITH WHAT? you promised today. look where i am now? gosh! it's just so true. do you know that those little promises are the once that i look forward to? not those huge ones that might not even happen.. where are you when i need you? i'm having a really bad day since yesterday! and gosh! you dont even answer my calls... im really in a very bad state right now.. im really stressed out with alot of stuff, im sick and i just need someone to tell me things are going to be just fine.. but where are you dear? where? no where near me.. as i'm writing this, i'm in tears thinking if you really did care... is it really true you will hurt those whom you love and loves you... i'm trying to save what we started here.. but you're not helping at all. ouh please stop torturing me like this already. i've got loads more on my mind. you seemed okay yesterday when webcamming. i know i made some booboos that caused you to fight with some people. this maybe had taught you to tell me the truth first so that i'd understand the situation.. haish.. i just don't know what to do already.. nvm..
i'll just stick do having headaches while doing homework.P.S. i'm waiting.
