i feel left out u noe. really do. it sucks tht i have to be stuck doing hmwk when frens are out there meeting each other and even having the same jobs.. im happy for them bt i envy them for some reasons too. i miss them alot. gosh. i guess things are startng to get further apart b/w us all yea? with you guys gettng to hang out always. with me tryng to catch up with sch works. i dont evn meet my boif. met him once since last wk.. gawd. i miss u guys alot. im afraid things are rough now with him, idk what going on. no communication? idk? its all going wrong. he having the time in his life doing everythng. gg out w frens and family yet not having the time to meet up. gosh. its the same old story yet again. i dont wana go thru the same thng all over agn. it isnt fun. idk, i just feel left out with whom im suppose to be comfy with. my frens, boif even family. gawd. i need a major catch up with all of you.. i miss you guys alot. family, faris, haniz, tassya,ziey countless names.
i wish all this would end soon boy. i dont wana go through what i went through in the past. please make it right together.i aint one dumb bitch u can make a fool of. which i hope ur nt.u mess with me.u mess with the wrong person
