deedeeBOO.

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, October 30, 2009

im still feeling out. im still feeling down. gosh. stop all this inner feelings that comes out when i'm not doing anything. why laaaaa.

haha
okay. gotta forget it. ouh ya.. yey. i got promoted. alhamdullilah. not expected seriouslty. but all my hardwrk paid off i guesS? haha.. bt must wrk harder alr! yey! shud be stdyng math during the hols with ziq. hope i can get stonger in that subj! C(:

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
2:55:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, October 27, 2009

got back results today. yey. haha. very very unexpected results. despite working my ass off. ouh wells. its life i guess? hahah. but woooow! i passed phys which i actually kinda mugg the day before.. with mr koh and mrs kuek during night study. i guess it really paid off. i think i could have done better tho.. for all the papers. heh... wasnt really satisfied with any of the papers. think i could have put in a little more effort. scratch that. not little. ALOT. haha. i dont know how to though. i mean i really tried my best but either it wasnt enough or it just wasnt my best. haha.. minday, gee spammed me with words of motivation seeing the pain im going through still. fck fck fck fck fck fck fck. i still cant get over it after all thses months. and ouh now.pops a weasel! haha. which makes my life fckng miserable. and ouh hell, it sucks. it just makes the forgeting situation god damn damn worse!! its hurting me more damn deeeeeep.

when i let my mind wander, it always leads back to you..

and my fav would be,

you're the only one i wish i could forget, the only one i'd love not to forgive and though you break my heart, you're the only one.

hahaha.

Cinta pertama itu manis. Indah untuk dikenang, pahit untuk dibuang..

that describes mylove for you.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:12:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, October 23, 2009

im really being tested lately. currently, im just really speechless upon getting the news. we'll see how long it last? we'll see how long i still bother. haha. i know its gona go off sooon. Fida sent me a swt text this afternoon. haha. miss her and her mum alot :) i hope to see them sooon :) im feeling very confused now siaaa. haha.. nvm2, lke what ziq said, dating is fine but ya, dnt wana be in a relationship till finish a lvl ( gawdnoesifimakeitther). speaking of which, thought someone da relationship phobia?? hahah.. so much for being scared of it. ur words were never true since the start wen i met you. haha.

I hate everything about you, why did i evn love you?

a song that i really like to listen to currently. :) loveitloveitloveit. hahaha. :) hv nt seen zarrin on9 fr qite sometime alr..lol. miss his belo-nesssss.

hmm. anyway the pics! haha. okay . stil got more tho. pics w ziq and dian were taken at esplanade. i swear im sick and tired of gg to ms alr. haha. yeaaaa. smarrttt kan that high waisted skirt?? zomg. thats the first and last i'd spent so much for a skirt. hahahaahahahah! xD bt i loike it loike it loike it alot alot.haha. willl giv mummmmy bck her moneeeehhhh wen i'd get my pay.. promise? hehe. boooorrreeed. while waiting for fiqah me and dian tooook random pics. chose oni 2 of them. heh.k laaa. gt wrk tmr. heh.. u hv no idea what it feeeeeels like doing it. hahahahah.. tiring. damn tiring.... hahahahhha. k laaa.

I WAS STUPID TO CRY UPON HEARING IT. I WAS STUPID TO BE TEMPTED TO SEE THE PICS. IM STRONG AND I GOTTA BELIEVE THAT. IM STRONG. YES I AM. (:

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:39:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Sunday, October 18, 2009

haha... HAPPY BDAAAYYY A'AN KU! HAHAHAHAH... org tuu da 18 dah tu dikurniakan dgn empat anak.. ntah biler aku main ngn dier pon aku tk tau.. hahaha! xD anak aku kang! lol.. we have twins! lol erm... 2 pairs tho.. wakakakakz! wana see the convo?

         DeeShortStuff -the true u turns me off.          says:
*fb says im gona get married to u and have 4 children. haha. i almst got a heart attack and died. hehe! xD
         Farhan         says:
*hahahaha!
*kecoh or what 4
         DeeShortStuff -the true u turns me off.          says:
*tts y!
*hahaha
*okay jgk per
*hehe.. 2 boys 2 gerls. fair?
*hehe
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha!
*2 girls ah
*twins
*haha
         DeeShortStuff -the true u turns me off.          says:
*haha.. can2
*eh syg, wen u bday?
         Farhan         says:
*now
*hahaha
         DeeShortStuff -the true u turns me off.          says:
*omg
*serious?
         Farhan         says:
*yeah haha :D
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*HEHE
*nicE?
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha
*YEAH!
*kalau boleh letak pat air plane ah
*haha
*mcm cartoon2 gitu
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*hehe.
*ehh send me one of ur piic! yg pt fb nyer gmbr tuu handsome
*i want to dedicate my post today to u uh : )
         Farhan         says:
*just grab je
*haha
*because i dont hv that pic uh
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*alaaaaa
*maaaalaaas laa.
*ggrrr
*hahaha
*oii. kau nak namer kan twins tuu aper ehhk?
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha!
*itu blom terpikir lagi
*hahaha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*cpt uhh pkr. bt i must agree w it
*cz tt one mine too
*haha
         Farhan         says:
*hahahahaha lol!
*mcm gitu eh
*entah haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*cpt2! aku nak post!
*ahahaha
*pkr pkr pkr!
*hehe
*bt both i want pt blakang dier assyarina.. hahahahahah
         Farhan         says:
*hmm
*kay aku hentam jek
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*cpt uhh
*hhaha
         Farhan         says:
*siti rosemirah
*HAHAH!
*siti nurhaliza
*yea
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*ehhhh... kesian anak aku... daddy dier tk pandai pkr name
*siti rosemirah assyarina and siti nurhaliza assyarina ehkk twins kiter?
*HAHAHAHA
         Farhan         says:
*HHAHAH SUKE HATI MAK DIER LA EH
*oops ter caps
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*oii beyy aper.. anak laki kiter abu ngn ali? heh! xD aku ader empat oii
*hahah
         Farhan         says:
*hahahaha!
*hmm
*labu labi ah
*HAHAHAH
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*hahaha
*serious perr??
*pendek nahh namer?
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha
*jap kasi aku pikir
*laki2 susah ah
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*hahah
*pkr dalam2 sikit..
*heh
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha
*izzy
*haha
*last name tk tau
*2nd nye mustafa
*HAHAHA
*aku tk tau lol
*izzy sedap eh
*ahah
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*izzy sdp!
*haha
*izzy daniel?
*mustafa kamal
*sdp?
*heheheh
         Farhan         says:
*mustafa kamal tu kental ah
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*haha. tauu. cm kau nyer uh ltk namer anak prmpn aku tuu.. kental jgk
         Farhan         says:
*hahahaha
*yg sedap2 smue unto future use
*haha
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*hahahahaaha
*busuk nyer org nak kahwin lagik ehhkk
*grrr
         Farhan         says:
*hahahaha!
*okay what
*bleh sampai 4 pe
*hahaha
*dah post?
*aku nk bace!
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*lom
*tgh edit gmbr kau
*hehe
*tnggu ehh?
*can?
         Farhan         says:
*okay haa
*edit lawa2 eh
*send aku
*hah
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*laaa. aku stakat join gmbr together..
*nanti aku edit kan lawa2 yg maner aku raser baek hati aku nak edit kay?
* : )
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha
*okay lol
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*haha
*aku edit kau pkr kann cpt.. namer anak aku lom settle niiek
*haha
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha!
*ala
*laki2 tk payah
*haha
*buat semak je
*hahah!
*ish krg ajar aku
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*tau tk per! da aku da ader empat anak aper nak uat cik abg oi
         Farhan         says:
*hahaha!
*lol
*satu lagi kan
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*yup2
         Farhan         says:
*zaini armani
*HAHHA
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*bagus kau..
*hahah
*da 18 ader anak namer siti rosemirah assyarina and siti nurhaliza assyarina and izzy daniel and zaini armani..
*cantekk uhh tu
         Farhan         says:
*HAHAH!
*zaini name kekek siak
*HAHAHa
*okay pe last minit
*lol
         DeeShortStuff - HAPPY BDAY FARHAN WAHID          says:
*hahaha

hahaha.. i swear if i have a father like that.. i'd kill myslf.. for having the worse name in the world. haha lol..a nyways. thanks for layan-ing my crap..
here's what i wana really say to you

after years of knowing you tho not really meeting you after we part from our primary school, i can really see you are the best of friend anyone could get. those who are your frens shud be blessed having someone so funny and joyful everytime... theres not once whereby i see you mope.. i rmbr the old time in pri sch... u'd always bully me. haha. once you grew out of it. u became such a great friend that listens...i rmbr sharing my problems with you.. ur a great listener and the one who holds good advice.. :) thanks for always being the most wonderful farhan wahid i've ever met! :) i'd never seen anyone as beautiful both inside and outside. there should be a miss right for you out there who knows how to treasure u, take good care of u and also to love you right. :) i'd know i'l damn that girl if she ever breaks you heart.. i know i'd be jealous cause she gets to be with someone so sweet and kind like you.. i'm not sugarcoating my words a'an. i know its your birthday today, bt its not an excuse for me to sugarcoat my words, ur the perfect someone for anyone, for me, the perfect one, the perfect friend, the perfect listener. thats all :) haha.
im writing this from the bottom of my heart :) hahaha.. sorry if its too mushy... cause you know i am.. its in the morn laaa.. who's not emotional kan? hehe rmbr u lied saying ur gona move to australia? i cried okay? lol

actually aku da tk tau aper aku nak tulis. thers just more but idk hhow to coordinate my mind at this timing. hehe..maybe aku edit ptg niek? hehe.. btw, a'an i still owe u edited piics of u.. i've done it and for me, its really nice and not as ugly as wht i've posted here.. hehe... l8r i post ehk? loveyoubitch! :)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:58:00 AM

hehe.. hello people.. i know i've not been blogging alot. . . well been uhh busy still i guess. right after exams. its going out everyday with friends. plus raya-ing with friends too. this year only get to raya with MI friends. haha. the raya-ing with friends divided into two days. one day spend going around starting frm marsiling and ended at bishan reached hm arnd one am! and continued a few days later at hougang solely. lol the food there was nice! was supposed to go and hag out with jesslyn and fiqah tho.. haha suprised jess w the visit! hehehe!! : )

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
5:26:00 AM

hahahahahah!!! there you go gerls.. u wan the piic no matter hw bad i looks right? heh

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
4:50:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hmmm. spend most of my days going out. haha. okay. tooo long tooo post and too tired. another day mayb? :)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
11:12:00 AM