deedeeBOO.

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, August 22, 2009

hmmm.. blogger is still being a bitch. seriously... idk whts hapening alr laaa. today ferst day of puasa. haha. sumpah cabaran of cotnrolling anger waas tested siaa just nw.. fuhh. lets jz see tmr. ahaha. loook wht ur gona get frm me.. pffft. fck tooooooots!gg sleeeeeeep nw.



ps. im really missing you alot. and i hate u bitch stil. idk why. bt i jz really hate u! its a relief ur nt a schmate.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:50:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, August 15, 2009

am now at macs tamp mart with gee stdyng and completeing my hmwk. gaaah.. had an emotional break dwn at hm. why does our moments keep appearing in my mind every free time i have? shit. okay. it just sucks. ggaaah.

now occuping my mind with school stff. thank god gee had the feeling of overnight stdyng with me. haha xD if nt... i tink my eyes wud be stffy alr. sis just asked me why my eyes was really really sml. haha i had enuf of cryng

ur the best that every happened to me. yet ur the worse. u made experience alot of new things yet u made me do things i'd never imagine i would sacrife in my whole liftime.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:59:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, August 11, 2009

hmph. i FORGOT to dedicate my post to you for your birthday as i was having overnight stdy with geebby at the airport. i know you dont read. neither do you care. but i still wana say that i love you b. i need to forget you. i know that's what is best for both of us. will blog on more tonight i guess when i get home. haish.



Tidakku sangka ia akan berakhir.. Sebulan telah berlalu... namun kau tetap menginap dihatiku..

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
2:42:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, August 4, 2009

zomg. im tired! : ) haha. just got hmwk. tryng to do my mly as fast as possible bt im NOT getting the hang of it. its MLY. CMON. haha


pfft. saw u on9. i appeard off9. cool. it didnt trigger any bit of my emotion. it was only when i went on9 and u suddenly went off. i felt like i was kicked in the stomach. nvm. 4get. ur nt worth thkng about. thanks fr nt appearng this morng.:) much appreciated. imy tho. fck. shuddup.

haha. sch. yey. didnt c ya in sch. made my day by nt coming. thanks! :) hahaha.

sch was alright. lol. i love chem1: )

ok. lets stop blogging and lets strt doing wrk. ok?:) gd. MISS U GEEE! :) COME BACK SCH OKAY. haha. last day today. see ya tmr babe! :)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:09:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, August 3, 2009

i have nothing to say. i have nothing to hide. feeelings for you have already subside.
i m so blessed that all this is going away. cause nothing in this world i thought will make me feel so.
guess what? idk what i am talking about actually. well. whatever. okay. haha. some just reaaly donoe whers my tagboard is. its like at the white portion and u have to scroll down :) heees

i made it so. idk why. i wana chnge bt i dont have the time.

okay. stuff in sch are making my head ache to its maximum. at a point. i just feeel like its really hurting me alot. both mentally and emotionally. i cnt believe i broke dwn during PE. haha
and yeaa. im nw learng to control my anger by keeping it in my heart and nt leetttng all those words come out. bt instead tears would roll down my face. i just hope in the long run. it gets better :) wheeeeeeee.
heees : )

okayy. sch. gossips? stffs? whtever? choose to believe wht u hear. dumbo. choose to investigate wht u heard. tts btr. dnt try to be cold to me fr nothng. sorry. aint affected. pfft
~nxt,
im nt sayng anythng at this point here. bt seeirously.. let it out in the open if u dare.. bt just mind u. be prepared. ur nt fooling around with only one. yes. wht u said is true. bt mind u. decision still cn be avioded. its wheather u chooose to make the right one. makng urslf happy, destryng someone elses.. or sacrifing ur happiness so tht everyone cn remain so ?



im done. fck. u bitch.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:45:00 AM

.me.
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i'm diy , & you don't have to know my real name.
i'm seventeen.
i'm going through life like a norm teenager.
i love HIM
i have a few bunch of friends whom i totally adore & sum hu i DON'T
i'm done.


.wants.

want him to show that affection ..
want a lappy
want a job or school!
.past.



.links.


.shout.