deedeeBOO.

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, July 31, 2009

theres alot of stff in my mind. sch. results. pfft. rumours. being a victim of a bad joke. a frend being cold due to ppl's talks? ridiculous. arrgh. gp proj also gvng me pressure seeing tt i need to do the speech. mt proj report still ned to be done but i cnt cntct the others! arrgh! what else??? ouh ya. tt someone occupying every free moment of my free mind. actually even during lesson sometimes. our past suddenly flahes in my mind. i try to block. but its really hard. i wish i had the pensive dumbledore has so i can keep all our memories and get it out of mind mind a t the same time. as what i heard and feel that i is true, its hard to forget someone when your heart is still loving him. haha. let go dee.
i dont want to hate you. its not something i can bring myself to do. i dont even want to try to dislike you. but why? just why do you try and make things so bad to make me hate u? that day. i txt you salutation and to pray that you have a great day. in turn, you replied shits. i dont know why. baby, i've move on. i'm moving on. your meanness towards me now is holding me back i dont know why. but it just does.. you still make me cry everynight before sleep. i want to stop. but having u as my past stops me. that's it. you. my past. i hate the fact that it is the past. i know i have to accept it now. i accepted it long ago. i just need to get used to it. i'm really trying to adapt. but u're just mean to make me think that you're a mistake in my life. i don't want to think that i made a mistake being with you. i just wana express that i am blessed to have been loved by you than never have felt your love at all. a friend told me to think of the worse moments together but i just kind find them cause after every fight. i just chuck all those worse moments down the drain. i don't want to live a life regretting every moments i fight with you. i want to remember that you've made me grow. u matured me to a better person. i'm thankful. you've changed me when i met you. personally. i think i've changed alot when i was with you. you taught me patience, endurance and love. thanks to you after break up, i'm able to be patient and also endure the most toughest time i've ever experience in life so far. thank you hamzah. i know i am not able to wish you happy birthday next week.. cause you told me to not have any contacts with you. i will. i guess. hence, im gona deidcate a post to you next week. i hope you wont be angry or protest. you're a friend now. that's what i do for friends. i still love you.only as a friend now. ( i hope so. i tink i can do that soon)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
11:30:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, July 28, 2009

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

Anonymous
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if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

dani b
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Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...

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We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

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The best thing about me is you.

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I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

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If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.

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If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to.

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The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

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I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you.

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

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Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear.

John Lennon
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LOVE: We think about it, Sing about it, Dream about it && Loose sleep worrying about it. When we don't know we have it, we search for it. When we discover it, we don't know what to do with it. When we have it, we fear loosing it. It is the constant source of pleasure and pain. But we don't know which it will be from one moment to the next. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define && IMPOSSIBLE to live without.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder
william shakespeare

A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesnt believe, and leaves before she is left.

Marilyn Monroe
American Singer 1926-1962
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pfft.iwasnt wise enough being with u cause u blinded me with ur love. love cause me to act silly and foolish.

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

Love is like a war:Easy to begin Hard to end


What can the love in my soul be compared to another wonderful soul which is so far and yet so close of my self?
What can this symbiosis between two souls can be?
What can love be when you feel you cannot sleep at night, that every drop of dew becomes a crystal in your heart, when every breeze of wind has magical meanings?
What can love be when you feel that you want nothing more in this world that to be with the soul you love?
But what can love be in other transcendental realities? What about our souls?
Are our souls a waterfall, a true Niagara or a smile, a flirt of an angel? Are our souls a mere mood of a fairy or a lightening in a summer rain?
Our souls could be all of this and much more. But what really happens in that transcendental reality when we feel we are truly in love, that we love so much that it hurts? That the air in the room is unbreathable, that the sentimental, spiritual or physical distances kill us? What happens when dawn find us sadder than ever, looking for an excuse or an argument for the person we love so much, our Great Love? What are all thses? What are the looks lost in the desert horizons of unfulfilment or those in the eyes that deeply loose each other in the others inside the souls?


Sorin Cerin
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The hottest love has the coldest end.

Socrates
BC 469-399, Greek Philosopher of Athens
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* Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

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The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most.

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when some one says they love u it just means they love u for that day the next day they could be running away with your best friend!

* The best way will be to avoid each other without appearing to do so -- or if we jostle, at any rate not to bite.

BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST THEN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL

The more one loves a mistress, the more one is ready to hate her.

I would not miss your face, your neck, your hands, your limbs, your smell and certain other of your charms. Indeed, not to become boring by naming them all, I could do without you, hamzah, altogether

love is like crushing your heart into dust,but within that particles of dust lay the love that will always be for you...

when you are always on my mind and my heart hurts when you are gone what is it that i feel, if it is not love

Love is bittersweet, its up to u to make it bitter or sweet.

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hahahahah..zomg. haish. hahahha. xD

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:51:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, July 27, 2009

im hurt, this is what u call a friend.? thanks bitch. i hate you. i swear. eventhough i knew you just for awhile i trusted u alot.what u give me nw is shit! thanks alot! arrgh! cnt believe im so naive and seriously trust ppl so essily!


Im Hurt Badly. IDK how deep this can get. PLS Kill me. I'd rather den suffer in silence.
i know you don't give a shit about this anymore. pfft. idk if u gave a damn dhen! why do i even bother thinking of u nw?! grab whatever is in front of u laaaa! please help me by doing that can? i reaaaally need all this off my shoulders. you pop up everywhere during my freee time whreby my mind comes to a rest. do you know that you can get me very depressed bout this. i cry everynight in silence. hoping this would go by tomorrow. shit. it just doesnt. why?!i cant get this... no matter how much i wantto. i try to and i know i have to. but i cant. god. i pray please help me in enduring this painful days. give me the strength to live on happily evntho im sufferng inside... i dont want to show it.. i dont want to remember it..
i'd love to have the old days back but right now, i jsut wana move foward pick up the pieces of the shatterd heart you've caused with your words and action. i hate that i love you so.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:13:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, July 22, 2009

haish. i love u stil. i hate it that its this way. i wana see u tmr. i pray for it. i hope for it. ouh pls.

by avioding me. saying all those stuff to me. u're just making everything worse for me. its harder to forget.i've still yet delete every single memories of urs from my fone. im using two idiots to let me forget you but none is workng. both reminds me of u. and my expections of them is to be like u. argh. i dont another one of u. i just want u. stupid laaaaa cn? i just hope ur happy now luh. i WANT to seeeee u tmr. pls take the same train like we used to do.. i wana see u.. atleast a glimpse will do. do u see how much i miss u right nw?

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
5:29:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, July 18, 2009

baby, im trying to forget u.
hunny, im always thinking about u.
dear, why cnt i get rid of u frm my heart and mind
ironman,ur face always appear in my mind. whenever i close my eyes. its only u that i see.
sayang, im always reminded of u in what ever i do...

argh! cnt it be anymore difficult for me than it already is...
its hard for me..
i rmbrd.. quote " i noe its hard for u. bt its harder for me. " u said tt in tt msg. argh.. haish..
i love u alot. then.
now. i stil do.
i need to lose it
soon
please.
god,help me.
i need to forget.
lets move on.


i DONT want flash. haha

I WANT MY IRONMAN.
i noe its impossible at this point tho.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:44:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Sunday, July 12, 2009

those wonderful times
that sweet memories are fading away..
that beautiful smile..
that's once on your face is no longer meant for me.,.
you said you'd stay and love me all your life..
you lied to me..
you left me hanging at the edge of our love..
with someone else by your side..


those sweet memories...
are all in the past and now im all alone..

if there's anything that comes to my mind..
is there anyway to make you mine...
you're my everything ...
you're my only one..
so come back to me..
my love....




hehehehehe : ) reeen. still remember this? hehe...


haha.. if u're reading this... hah. maybe dedicated to u kot?heees : )

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
3:47:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, July 10, 2009







Haha.. todayy went out with tassya plus her friend which is my friend ezieyy and her friend which is my girlfriend as of 090709 whheeeeeeeeee.. double date was funn! xD
hahah xD for more elaborate events fr today.. view their profile XD hahahahahaha



IM IN NOOO MOOOOD ALR.
WHY DID U JUST HAVE TO RUIN MY BEAUTIFUL DAY?
PLEASE JUST LEAVE MY HEART MY MIND
IM GETTING OVER YOU.
SOOOOOON.
JUST HELP BY BEING A FRIEND PLEASE?



ps imsorryforknowingyourfriends
imsorryformakingyoufeelthatway
icanthelpitifitsfated
imsorryifuhavetolivewiththis
JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:30:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, July 7, 2009

shud hv seen it coming. i shud have read the signs.

i wish i cud turn back time and not even started the whole confusion.

its ok. its a mistake made.and corrected. wont ever do it agn.

=) sick chiiiickkkeeeen : (

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:30:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, July 3, 2009

hmm... having my promo's now.. haha.. left with phys ppr next tue uhh. hmmm. gp was okay.. i guess.. mt.. hmm. okayy too... hahahah.. lit.. hmm.. okayy oso.. lol. MATHS. DIED. i died when i did it.... chem wasnt as bad as i thought it would be because the day before. i chilled with bby.. haha. didnt really stdy.. hmmmmmm.. gave up actually. so yea.. phys left.. bby's sick. i hope he gets well soooon and im down with fluuuu... hahah. crappppp!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
2:36:00 AM

.me.
Photobucket
i'm diy , & you don't have to know my real name.
i'm seventeen.
i'm going through life like a norm teenager.
i love HIM
i have a few bunch of friends whom i totally adore & sum hu i DON'T
i'm done.


.wants.

want him to show that affection ..
want a lappy
want a job or school!
.past.



.links.


.shout.