Hahah! yeay! today went to sakura(:zomg. eat alooooooot! hahaha. ok laaa. not much as compared to the others! haha. toook only bits and pieces of the food and ended it with strawberry flavoured ice cream(: before that, my sis and me went out to get a new phone for herself haaahah. didnt manage to tho. hmm. den i went to shop for my clothes. manage to buy 2 dresses, one of which my sister wore it for today (: hehe. now, waiting for gee's msg for me to get out and go to the macs at tamo mart to stdy! (: hehe. yes. oushing myself hard now to really really study alot! :( gaaaaah. alot of major exams next yr. PW.MT A's, Lit A's, SPA. waaaah. die leeeh! hahaha. hmmm. anyways, missing my frens soo much and yeaa... missing u tooo babe. huhu ^.^
okay.plan cancelled aaaaaaaahhhh. tk jadik go stdy. haha. so yea. will stdy at home! xD hahahahaah! :P lol. i tink! xD hmm.... chattng w hamzah, fren of fir's now. lol. hehe. okay. hmm. wrote a msg to someone. i hpe things work out la kay. i betol2 dont want to gado cause of a guy. not my type la. what i had was just a huge mistake that i cant forgive myself making. i guess thats why i hold on this few months. thanks to faris, it made me realise not to hold back and not everyone are the same (: hehe! xD So yeaa. im begining to teach myself not to hold back. haha (: so yea. okay lor. what i just have now is revenge and hatred towards him mayb thats why lettng go was difficult. forgivng myslf was a bigger challenge than forgiving him. hmm.things gona change now i gues?2010 coming. gona make myself a new me!(: haha. controlling anger is gona be my biggest challenge for next year. haha. and yeaa.. GOTTA FOCUS BABE! haha! exaaam!not getting distracted easily is another one. haha. ouh ya.. and time! Time! TIME! is the biggest thing i have to control.. haha. i know i wouldnt have all the time in the world to do my work and stuff. seriously. not even meeting my outside fren would be possible by next year? how how how?! hahah. nvm! lets suck the fun out of my life for 2 yrs and enjoy later yea? heheheheh! gaaaaah! i hate it wen no replies laa seii! gggrrr! i miss your voice!i miss you!
haha. seriously, the song u sang for me that time was really damn sweeet! haha.. daah tuu nyanyi kuat2 org tgk! lol.. malu! but swt! xD haha, kay. k. lol. idk what else to say so ye. thats all laaaaaa.its been long since i've blog anythng long and happy. hahaha! xD OUH2 AND I MISS HANNIIZZYY! TASSYA! FARIS! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA XD
