i've made a mess out of my own life and i regret it. since 7 mnths ago around ther, my life has been nothing but upside down. i've been tested again and again. and yet again, i tried to be patient and tolerance to such acts. i know i've been stupid with some decision i've made but sometime,i guess, we just work using our hearts. that was my first ever mistake. following my heart, my instinct, my feelings. i know i coudnt turrn back time. buti guess im just very stubborn. now, im in a world full of regrets.iim sorry i involve people i shoudnt have in my problem. its was a whole different problems that i added on to. im really sorry. really am. i dont blame if you are mad. all i can say is that i dwant to leave this mess and not having any more thoughts about him. no more. never anymore. im stronger now. much stronger. i know he made me feel so weak and all. but i know im now fighting against it. i will survive this mess. i know i will. its okay. i dont neeed a person like u in life.
and to my fren,
im sorry i got u involve for nothing. im so very sorry. i really didnt think of the consequences at all.as of tomorrow, i've known u for 4 months. i love the fact that i get to meet you and be your friend even if i hated you at first cause of stupid reasons. iim sorry. people make mistakes and i've admitted mine. thanks for always being there for me. thank you very much my dear. thanks! (:i dont know if my problem now is settled or not but i just want to let it low. i dont want to think of it now cause major exams are coming next year. haniz, i've never met a fren so undrstanding, baik, sincere and caring like you. i always enjoy my time whenever we're out. u sacrificed alot for me for the past 4 months and im really greatful for that. if ur still angry, i just dont know what else to say or do. thanks for being a fren. thank you. i owe you alot in life (:
