got back results today. yey. haha. very very unexpected results. despite working my ass off. ouh wells. its life i guess? hahah. but woooow! i passed phys which i actually kinda mugg the day before.. with mr koh and mrs kuek during night study. i guess it really paid off. i think i could have done better tho.. for all the papers. heh... wasnt really satisfied with any of the papers. think i could have put in a little more effort. scratch that. not little. ALOT. haha. i dont know how to though. i mean i really tried my best but either it wasnt enough or it just wasnt my best. haha.. minday, gee spammed me with words of motivation seeing the pain im going through still. fck fck fck fck fck fck fck. i still cant get over it after all thses months. and ouh now.pops a weasel! haha. which makes my life fckng miserable. and ouh hell, it sucks. it just makes the forgeting situation god damn damn worse!! its hurting me more damn deeeeeep.
when i let my mind wander, it always leads back to you..
and my fav would be,
you're the only one i wish i could forget, the only one i'd love not to forgive and though you break my heart, you're the only one.
hahaha.
Cinta pertama itu manis. Indah untuk dikenang, pahit untuk dibuang..
that describes mylove for you.
