im hurt, this is what u call a friend.? thanks bitch. i hate you. i swear. eventhough i knew you just for awhile i trusted u alot.what u give me nw is shit! thanks alot! arrgh! cnt believe im so naive and seriously trust ppl so essily!

Im Hurt Badly. IDK how deep this can get. PLS Kill me. I'd rather den suffer in silence.
i know you don't give a shit about this anymore. pfft. idk if u gave a damn dhen! why do i even bother thinking of u nw?! grab whatever is in front of u laaaa! please help me by doing that can? i reaaaally need all this off my shoulders. you pop up everywhere during my freee time whreby my mind comes to a rest. do you know that you can get me very depressed bout this. i cry everynight in silence. hoping this would go by tomorrow. shit. it just doesnt. why?!i cant get this... no matter how much i wantto. i try to and i know i have to. but i cant. god. i pray please help me in enduring this painful days. give me the strength to live on happily evntho im sufferng inside... i dont want to show it.. i dont want to remember it..
i'd love to have the old days back but right now, i jsut wana move foward pick up the pieces of the shatterd heart you've caused with your words and action. i hate that i love you so.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
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