i wish i could cry out like this baby without having the world to care.
my feelings are crushed. i know all this is impossible. i just know it. even if it does not come from you mouth. a girls intuition is always right.there is always simple logical reason why i feel so happy high and hyper whenever i am around my friends.i just want all this feelings to go away. like jann said, you are my drug. i'm addicted. i don't need anything else but to feel your presence. just that smile will make me feel over the moon. a little wave would always make my heart beat faster than ever. hey, you know, i've never felt this way. that's why i need it to stop. cause it's impossible.c'mon. i know where i stand in this society. right at the bottom.i've got no good qualities what more the beauty or cuteness factor people look for. haish..
i'm so sorry you had to handle the humiliation of always being teased cause i have a crush on you.
the crush has turned to like. i thought i would fade. sadly, it ain't going away. why?i tried to avoid looking at you. your eyes.your smile. but sadly, just hearing your footsteps makes my heart beat double the speed. hunny. i need you to go. i need you to get my feet back on the ground. i just want to be sane. gosh, i wish i can stop this weird feeling. but at the same time, i never want to stop looking foward to school just to see that crooked smile etched onto you face. just to feel that rush through my veins upon seeing you.just to hear your voice in my ear. i never want to lose you as a friend.i just fear now that i will start loving you. i'll pray tha it doesn't happen soon. cause when it starts to, i know i'm going to have a hard time falling out of it. i just wish for a moment i was a different person so that you would notice me in a different kind of way, whereby MY presence is felt by YOU. i just wish for a moment, i am not what i am now. right now, i just wish i can stop being very foolish.
i need this feeling to fade. i don't want to. but i know i need to.
shedding.
till no more.
crushed my heart.
till i cnt face you anymore
