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WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, July 31, 2008

hmmm.. well.. life has been ok for me so far. prelims is just around the corner..i dont even think i am prepared for it... i just feel so.. errrr.. sometimes.. lost.. time has passed so quickly.. ya... bt recently.. my life just took another turn.. well.. i miss my friend! haha... hmm.. ya.. cnt talk or contact much because im having major exams right? haha.. yup.. i noe im trying to put my best right now.. i'll try really hard.. but donoe la... i just cant seem to feel the pressure.. i hate being at hm... mum and dad are seldom home but that does not bother me much tho. my younger sisters are getting out of hand. seriously. RUDE! i cnt stdy at hm much.. they are just so noisy.. i cant concentrate.. every now and then.. i would have to scold and shout at them.. well.. atleast last wk i had my weekend of.... last wk.. went to do a makeover,photoshoot. kind of fun! hahah =) well.. i noe i meet up w my friends every sat and sun =) so ya.. if my comp doesnt give me prob.. the pictures might upload =) hahahha.. well.. GET WELL FATIN! =) ANDD!! GD LUCK FOR PRELIMS!! 16 MORE DAYS!

well. pic uploaded.. ferst batch wanted to upload more but dunoe wds rong cnnt.. shitto! well.. nvm.. those piics was wen i wen out w my GFS,BFS,SISTERS,MOTHERS,FATHERS. hhahaha.. well.. tuition la actually.. bt den merayap after that.. well.. gotta run! =)

PS. IMISSYOULIKEHELL!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:39:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, July 17, 2008

i have not blog for a very long time.. have been very sick and very blur. but have been very very hurt t0o.. haish.. hahha.. well.. who cares? haish. i guess sometimes life is really cruel. it's 0k tho. i tink i'll get over it really soon. i HOPE so. and i KNOW I WANT to do so. i just hope that YOU will be there so that i can forget my pain...haish. hahha...

prelims coming.. im doom! haish.. need to do ALOT of revision... like hello.. wake up diy! its a wk away!!!!

and ya.. congratz guys for getting silver! =) u cud have played better tho..

hmmm.... i now need to pull myself together.. and ya.. get good results... =) and errrm.. seriously.. i dont know what to write anymore.. i have TONS of hmwk cz i miss whole of last wk.. SICK. and i miss skul today cz got a relapse..(sp?) hahah.. yup... so ya.. gotta go

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
2:11:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, July 5, 2008

haish.. maybe some of my friends know that i don't get enough attention from my family. especially my parents. haish.. it's just so sad to know that they don't really bother.. hmm.. i'm sick yet they ask me to take things myslef when they know that i fell down searching for the thermometer. heck.. i could not even walk properly. okay fine. taking things myself is one thing. asking me to SEACRH for something so small and they don't even know where the thing is is another MAJOR thing. not trying to be spoilt or whatever. but hello?i'm in pain.. i know you just got home and u are tired. what about me? when others are sick. i have to take the things for them. i have to take the pills and so on for u. when i'm sick. DO YOU EVEN BOTHER?!. i don't think so! i'm really hurt. i don't have anyone to turn to when i'm down. and now you are making as i'm nothing to you guys. thanks alot! my legs are in pain! my head is feeling very heavy. i have the feeling of vomitting. do you even bother? no use sheding the tears since it means nothing to you. my heart is in pain emotionally. i'm really disturbed by some news. i getting quiet by the day. do you guys even notice? haish.. i feel like bursting. but somehow. everything is just bottled up inside. i love my life. but somehow i hate it at times. however, like i say everytime to him.. i WONT QUESTION MY FATE.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:02:00 AM