deedeeBOO.

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, May 30, 2008

wen to band! yea! ivy get to go main band! and NBC! wee! ermmm... cs oso!! shirleen.. jz a lil bit more.. hmmm.. well.. t0ok sum piiccs! haha.. manage to onli compile errmm 3 piics! haha.. will do agn sum otha times.. im freakin tired cns? hahahah! hehe =) like errmmm.. wdeva! hahahahahaha LAME much? yea.. i noe.. hahahahahahahah!

hmmm..my DEAR todae! i miss him so0o0o0o much! hahah... =) tgther for a few hrs.. its like we've been apart 4va! hahah.. i miss u dear(ermm.. my dear is my trumpet! =) ) hahaha! i noe dear miss me t0o.. hahah... no body else cn touch him except fr me! he is mine! hahah.. till i get out of skul tt is.. hhaa.. atleast he is shiny and all. lucky no dent! hahahah!!! =) ni kissed dear! eww! like stain u noe.. den went to wipe and make it shiny agn la.. stpd trumpet.. hahahahah! =)

the piics uploaded.. hahah up ther...

hehe.. cnt wait to c him agn! hah.. monday! =) weeeee!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:48:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, May 28, 2008

hmmm.. living life normally right now..... it has its ups and dwns... we hav to go thru it no mater wd right?
sebab nilai setitik..rosak susu belanga... haiah
0kie.... i vow to change myslf... ermmm... 0k.. nw.. quieter... em0er.. and more to the side of being unsocialise.. i tink its safer for me... as i dun hav a filter b/w my mouth and brain.... i rather not risk saeing the rong thing than having to put up with pertelingkaha antara kwn. okay best.. mixing mly w eng.. =,=" hahahah! =)
ouh gosh. i miss my dear. HAHA! nvm.. skul is skul.. haha..cnt take it awae... hmmm... i love band! tt c0ol2 guy hu cn play so0oo0o0ooo damn well came! like omg la seii!!!! hahaha... i was scared sia wen i play tt dae... even tho i jz play chormatic scales.. hahah..d en he asked the section play winds of poseidon.. i was like.. 0k dead.. i wana play bt got to go kls.. hahaha! lol welll.... didnt skul todae.. i kip going to the toilet.. imagine evry min i will be like " tcheR! I NID THE TOILET!".. haha.. might as well i stae at hm.. go toilet no nid permission.. hahahah! =P

ok.. lo0king foward to band tmr! i miss my darling!!!hahah! yeah! tmr cn mit him! hahah.. been awae for alo0o0oo0ng time.. yest cumer jumper fr 35 min....like so short! not enuf time la seii! hahahahahhah.. yea.. nw ader band alq! cn jumper agn! heheheh! darling trumpet.. i miss u! hahahahahahahahh... ader ehk bual cm dier fhm ajer.. hehe..stpd la diy..

0k best! im done! reen! bsk samer timing.. jgn lmbt =)) haha

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
10:13:00 PM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, May 27, 2008

haish... i dunoe la wads going to happen.. everything nw is going haywire w me fren... i HATE wan! haish..... seriously.. aper la nk jadik.. i oso dunoe.. wdeva it is.. i hope things wrk out.... realii... all is a misundrstndg... i nid to t0k it 0ut w ms bazitah! i nid to clear sumtings uh...

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
1:59:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, May 23, 2008

we had junyuan gt talent jz nw... well,.. hahah... didnt noe tt junyuan reallly had talents! haha.. excpet for one or two.. sum of them shocked me.. like.. KHAIRI! omg.. tiba2 nmpk dier kt stage...;like.. w0o0oooo! hahah... hott man tt guy jz nw.. for ONCE... hahaha... serious.. shik pn cair shiot! hahaha... haha... ingt an shik.. lol... den amira.. sec 5.. like... waaa! nice... azumi and hidaya! wo0oo..cute! ayus.. tong hua.... den kamil! hahah da best! =) hmmm.. hu t0 v0te???? errppsss... ntah.. aniwae.. saper yg nk bdk BAEK! CUTE! AND HOT! ABG AKU FOR SALE! =) half price! =)piic kt ataz tuu..

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:16:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, May 19, 2008

haha... piics taken on 3 diff daes! haha.. 0k nuthin to do.. latest piic... 0.o ntah.. hahahah... =) im off... stdyin! yeah riighhttttttttt...

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:47:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, May 15, 2008

haha! thanks alot kal for singing the bdae song for me! =) 0o0okkkaaayyy.. was touched... haha.. i cried.. 0.o ...... =) thanks love!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
5:55:00 AM

hmmm.. haha.. hapie bdae to SHIKIN!!! and of cz... to myslf(d0o0oinks! like wth!)... thanks to kirin, shikin,mira natasha ,amirah,, fatin, fird,haikal,khairin,yani,syahrean and s0 0n f0r the wish!=) and ya! i love the gift kirin! and thx fr the shades kin! =)
haha.kae. happiness ends here.

i hate u! i hate u! and ya. ihateu! imjz gona have u out of my life! forever! kwn konon.. gi mamps! i benci!!!! fucking piisseeeddd w u!!!u've hurt me alot today. out of every other dae.. u ch0se t0dae? why? so i cn b hurt more?!! thanks ass! f**k off!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
3:52:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, May 10, 2008

haish... ok. im feeling very sad seii! haish... =( i don't really tell anyone why. i dn't exactly know why.. haish.. at school..hey.. fake all ur fucking cheeryness diy!=) at hm... w0o0o.. tot i cn let out my feelings at hm... bt no seii.... my sis oni cerita kn bout her.. nvr did she ask me hw my day was or hw i am... gosh.. haish.. wd to do.. tts y i keep things to myslf.. haish.. i feel like trash noe.. feel left out and unwanted! haish.. LONER! =)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:03:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, May 9, 2008

stay strong diy! i noe i must stay strong!.. bt.. hw long more? its easier said than done... i cnt take it anymore..... i noe i cn diy! do it! b strong! dun give up! if i have to stay strong in school and at home... where can i let my self go and have a shoulder to cry on? gosh.... life has never been this hard for me... i'm trying all my best....

will post agn later.... right nw.. im trying hard to stay strong! yes! b strong! =)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
3:06:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, May 8, 2008

hahaha! nice piic isal!

errr??? haahaha

him&her =)

awwww..so0o0o swt!

haha.. sry bout the extra head!

his band members!

his section!

haha! hey! isal. HAPIE BDAE TO U.. HAPIE BDAE TO U.. HAPIE BDAE TO ISAL.. HAPIE BDAE TO U! hahah.. 0k.. since t0day is abg faisal's bday and i tak berkesempatan utk give him the gift that i bought, i tot tis might b a good idea? ahah.. t0 dedicate my WHOLE post to him! haha =) hmmm.. if i were to say EVEYTHING bout him... i'll have a never ending list! kau lets start

F-funny,friendly,flirty(hahah! jk!),FAMOUS!

A-adorable,aCUTE boi. haha.. err? ok. blank.

I-irritatingly funnie! ahahah 0k..?

S-seriously hansem? ahahah

A-aku da tk ta0 aper nk tulis.affectionate?

L-luscious..? hahah.. yummy. ahah. ok.. sound rong? well.

haha... 0k.. hey, i hope on tis birthday, u will have many hapie returns! i noe u had the BEST BDAY GIFT EVER frm SOEN! hahah! i'm glad she made ur day.. hahah.. anyways, tis guy is fun, talented(cnfrm),funnie! tapi horny.. haha.. and ya. if ur dwn.. u t0k t0 him.. he cn cheer u up in an instant! ahahahaah.... hmmmm... even having all tis, he stil has a fragile heart. that, i know =)... this type of guy is nearly extinct on earth ta0! seriously..... soen v lucky! =) i've nvr known anyone else who would love someone like he does.... =) can i stop here? ahah.b4 i get em0.. hahahahahah.... anyways abg, i wish both of u the best!! yay!! ehk, i wan give u ur prezzie.. hw uh?? use UPS & FEDEX, jz dun bcum FED UP.. haha.. ok.. lame! WOLS!

HAPIE BDAE CUZZIE! =)

HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD! =)

LOVE YA LOTZ!

FRM, YANA!

aniwae.. sry if crap.. i seriously seriously feeling v BLANK.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:28:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, May 6, 2008

today.. i had fun in sch. 0.o.. riggghhhttt.. that wud b the first... on the other hand... i actually cried when i went dwn for recess... 0nly g0d n0es why... right. i'm deeply hurt... =(.. hahah.. ouh well.. what to do... it's hopeless... no matter how hard i wish for it. it will nvr happen... hah.. no one will rmbr it anyway. i'm not hoping. have lost hope three yrs ago. =(

well... after school studied w charmain.... 0k bahh... =) and then went home.. rina msged me and i realised that i forgotten that i had to go study w her.. hahha! was damn tired! having cramp! and now developed a freaking headache! (all for one simply reason. happens every mnth!) haha... endure fr 7-10 days shall we? haha! argh!wana bang it sia! bt still, i went la.... teach her... den errr?? well.. i did the teaching. and at the same time i studied mahh.. ahaha.. den saw zafie... lol.. she sat w us.... den went hm w us t0o... ouh ya! saw shira, nisha and faisal amry! ahaha.. da lamer tk nmpk am! like nmpk excited gitu! ahahaha.. i cnt believe i salam him... like... kissed his hands la! like u noe.. respecting ur elders gitu! ahahahaha

hmmmm... do i really need to lo0k forward to it? do i really actually want it to come? i hope it will just pass w/o any notice. w/o me getting hurt.. haish...

i hate counting dwn. =,=" 20 days to mt o lvl. 9 more day shik! hahah...

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:51:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, May 5, 2008

haish. sad=cry=cry to sleep= n0 m0od... hah.. ntah la.. ehk.. aer0smith.. cryin.. is a nice s0ng seii.. and it makes me cry. =) ahah.. k la... atleast kal made my day! =) 10 daes in advance perr... hahaha...... hmmm..... all the best fr the ppl taking MYE ehk., =) i wish i had MYE. stupid la we d0nt have.... I DEMAND FOR MYE!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:52:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, May 3, 2008

ok.. time to update photos! weeee! =) the "oi" is gona b hapie aniwa.. ahahhaha! dgr2 aku tk tau upload f0t0 ahahhahaha!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:01:00 AM

haha! yay1 le upload... 0k.. the ferst one was made by tassya! =) the 2nd and 3rd are done by me! weee! ahahahah =) best nyer buat... hehe! =) k.. random...

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:03:00 AM

its been like 49058398578347693 dayes since i last blog... hahaha.. kay.. wth.... am at tassya hse.. hahaha.... kae.. blank.. da.. aku mls..
note to self: add tassya....

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
4:21:00 AM