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WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, March 31, 2008

okie peeps.. lets post! =)
well, my day today is kind of boring because i had 6 free periods straight. oh my gosh.. first, mother tongue. mr jeff was not in.so we did two close passages. well, kind of fun( are you for real??).. slept the other half of the 2 period. then came PE. since i am exempted, along with shikin,ben and syafiqah, we sat at the carpoarch(sp?).. talk2.. for two period.. boring. i think we all almost died due to boredom. then,we had amaths. which, i alo had another two period free. did my chemistry homewrok which i thought i did not know. but in the end could understand most of iy. most. but not all.. well, chemistry is tough.ok. this post is going to be boring. well. had a boring day which leads to a boring post. well, yeah. the only fun thing today is, k-nite that i am watching now and that daddie top up my pp8 f0r me! =) yeah! love ya daddie

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
5:04:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, March 29, 2008

haish.. apparently, somepeople out there is not satisfied with me. i have no idea why. ouh gosh. i am already feeling down. what more do u want? push me right to the edge and hope for me to be depressed and slit myself? i am not as sick as u. i don't have the time to spam people's blog cause i've got a life. it may not be perfect. but it is still my life. i love it. atleast i know i will learn to love it. i have friends whom i adore.. those who i don't, they are the ones who would not like to be my friend. they chose it. not me. so what if my english is not perfect? i still have time to learn. im learning how o improve it in school. that is what i go to school for. and "oi", if u really are against me for my actions, i am sorry. i have no idea who you are.thus, i do not know how to amend it. let me know my mistake and i will learn from it. if i had done anything wrong to you, forgive me. i may not have realised my actions. Everybody make mistakes. no one can escape from it no matter how pious you are.haish...
a blog is the bloggers property. this is my blog. i have the right what to write in it. hence, i am writing my feelings. what is wrong with that? can't i do what the other bloggers do? if u have any problem reading my blog, well, go have your own and yiu can be happy reading it without having the pleasure of ruining other people's blog such as mine...to spam is a stupid action. get a life please.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
4:19:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, March 28, 2008

haish.. suddenly i feel very down.. god noes why.. i suddenly feel that there is just somehting that is missing right now in my life.. somebody is just having that big impact on me that i really feel at l0srt nt t0king t0 that person. hwever, we d0nt talk tt 0ften... its been years since i've last met that pers0n.. am realy missing him.. ahah... haish.. 0k.. why the hell am i crying f0r s0mething s0o0o puny...? g0sh.. i t0t i treated u as my fren since pri skul.. oni nw i feel thet feeling fr u. i tink.. haish.. wen the word i itnk comes into ur sentence, thats wen u g0 wr0ng as u strt t0 think. wel. bout things that r nt suppose t0 b th0ught b0ut? ahah.. haish.. knowing that u r s0o0 near yet s0o0 far hurts me.... al0t. deeply.. seriously.. i don't know.. its kinda crazy actually... it never cr0ssed my mind t0 have feelings f0r him.... hw did it happen? haish... ur r0tten luck la boi... too much bullying cums w retribution.. guess tis is wd u get.... an idiotic gerl like me as friends.=l. haish... i really am hurt. c0nfused and stff gawd.. help me.. everything is 0 blur. these tears shed were meant f0r tw0. 0ne f0r u, and f0r the fren wh0 hav g0ne w/o a trace. u didnt evn tell me the truth. lie was all u had to do t0 make me believe it... haish.. dumbdumb me, =( and f0r 0nce. i w0uld realy wana sae" i love you!" w a sincere heart to YOU. and tk maen2 lagi. ths0e three w0rds really hurt me..m and it yeah.. gives me butterflies in my st0mach.. ahahah..... st0p it la dyana... nuthing g0es bey0nd frenshp in tis and i wil nt ruin a frenshp that was built since pri shc0ol. cum! lets be em0! )= and yea.... cry!.omg. st0p=) tc,

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
10:09:00 AM

hmmmm... just came back.. damn tired... reali mehh?? hmmm Lol... went 0ut w tassya at first den farhan... i l0ve'em L0ads.. ahahah. my c0mpany... ahaha..even th0 i jz kn0e farhan pers0nally f0r 3 wks.. he is a great pers0n. and a nice 0ne t0o!=) well... basically, went t0 lepak undr v0id decks =.=".. best part, at first, pegi pilih v0id deck yg ader kenduri cina =.=".. like... zZzZzZz...... ahaha.. bnyk2 blk, blk tuu jgk k0 pilih untk lepak.. Lol!.. hmmm.... skuls fine t0dae// tiring th0.. mly seeding pr0gram was meaningful.. like.thank gawd.. f0r 0nce! ahaha... reali learn h0w t0 writw stuff properly.. AHAH.. and it was fun t0o.. cz 0f khairi merepeking psl pen ajaib dier.. nisha.. lagi best.. strt 0n the r0ng side 0f the paper.. Lol( shud c den undrstnd and u will laf ur ass 0ut.) and ya, syahrin, yang ketawa dulu den c wd the funny thing was about.. ahahah.. 0kie.. b0ut syahrin... went i t0ld the pl ther b0ut nisha;s mistake.. we were all lafing.. cz they g0t the j0ke.. syahrin laf t0o.. bt afta tt, he ask em t0 hand the paper t0 him.. i did.. he wa slike " maner? maner? wher wher?" . he has n0 clue wd he was lo0king f0r.. muchless, wd he was lafing bout... ahahhaa! =).. shud have been ther den u get wd i mean.. nvm.. 4gt it.. welll

hmmm.. tis g0es t0 farhan wahid,
yes, u are a man n0w. (Lo!) Ur action's were right... but stil.. i h0pe u wud st0p as s0on as p0ssible and n0t start it again.. nt even " 0nce in a while" like u claim nw... jz get it 0ut 0f ur life.. f0rever.. dun wan u t0 get infected due t0 th0se habits.. aitez!=) icareladuhh.ilyladuhh.dalamerknllaseii..b0d0h!=P tc aitez ppl... =)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:05:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Sunday, March 9, 2008

hmmm.. sumpah tkder kejer nk uat cz hmwk da abez.. fr today ajer la kn.. hmmm... blog in mly or english? both la? ahaha.. well... sooner or llater... ther wil b c0mp0 seen cz my tcher wan me write c0mp0 at bl0g... c0oler wae!=)=) actually.. easier.. s0o yeah.. have to write in proper english.. ahh... and in correct spellimng and sentence... ahh.. die... kk.. seriously nuthin to write.. lol.. kae.. tmr gt camp. =.="..... lazy. cz after tt gt tuition.. til 8 pm. =.=" tired... den.. den..den.. ntah.. ....lol...................................................... chattin w my jiran is v.. =.=" makin me... =.=".. my bl0od rising.. ahaha=)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:42:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, March 5, 2008

i can not describe my feelings here. all i can do is to make the tears flow. only one word can describe our friendship. FAKE. i've never cried for the friendship with my other fiends. but why do i have to cry for ours? cause you gave me hope that this frindshp is pure. and it will last. we are in this together. what happened now? you are a heartless friend. very heartless. never i imagine this would ever happen. what caused it? how innocent i thought u realy were.now you really proved me wrong. as a friend you showed the right way. however, you don't practice what you preach. i am just so speechless at your action. seriously i am so hurt. friendship broken in a snap.all this while, who do you think i am? your dog? what do you think i was? a yo-yo? great.thanks alot.no one can ever top it!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:18:00 AM

okay.i am updating atlast. should be studying for my geo test tho tmr. ahhh. failed for i tink half a mark.=,=" it realy irritates me. am now watching the story beautiful scent. omg.. the story is so touching. haish.. nvm. 4gt it... hmmm... thinking of having a private blog to write my private stuf... but, would i have the time?

hmm.. i really do not know what to write right now... al i can say is that life is now kind of stable for me.. but am very strez bout studies.. what to do? o lvls year... have to giv it all out... gosh... i am just err..=.="..... mon-fri.skul+extra clss...sat and sun.. tuition. i pray i am not turned into a nerd.. let me have a life besides studying all the time. =))

gosh! adam is just sick! i pity meili... she likes little prince so much. but little prince is in love wxiaotong.meili's best friend.. ouh no.. its the sad part.. i wana cry!

ahaha.. wth.. i write like no expression....=.=".... ok. omg. its s0o0o touching la!! ok. stop it..

hmmmm....i just wana sae that.. i hope life is going to be better when i try to take a change and really.. i hope 3 of u would b happy... i wana sae thanks to those who have been there for me always. thank you... i appreciate it alot.. hmm... k.. i tink tts all la kan? i have to go study! ahhh!

k.. i h0pe i pass=)...............

btw, an, puas?aku da update.lol!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
3:03:00 AM