Okay... It’s been 978494895727572 days since I have last updated this dead blog. Well, I guess it is alive again...
Did not update much because...yeah. There was too much that was going on in my life. Things changed a lot. My life took a major turn at certain points. I fell a couple of times. Mostly flat to the ground. But there was times when there were others to help me get back up on my feet. Stronger than I had ever been. But sometimes, I guess that there I felt too strong it was too hard for others. Too hard that they had to leave me. Friends were doing stuff behind my back. And end up blaming me for something I did not do. Although I admit that I made some huge mistakes. I have made amendments to it and these people have forgive me. However, there are still a few who still want to me to feel guilty. Haish... what can i say? Shit happens in life...
After those problems are settled, life when on as per normal. A little bumps here and there. I could handle those. But right now, you are hurting me alot. We ended the call perfectly well.. nothing bad happened. No one was offended. Since then, you left me without a trace. Be it you are just a friend. I had thought u were great one. You once were. I am missing you a lot right now. You are the one who would makes me laugh everytime. Your lame jokes and stuff never fail to cheer me up. Without any explanation, you just vanished from this friendship. Thanks a lot. I just could not thank you more. Im fcuking hurt can? I really appreciated you being there for me when i needed someone to talk to. But, i can’t believe you jz go like that. Not even bothering to tell me what wrong doings i have done. No msges or kols did you return.
I just hope you can tell why. At least i knw the reason and you may take your leave from there.
N yeah. My eng is super bad todae. I hate it. Try bloggon in malay..lol...
