haish... ok. im feeling very sad seii! haish... =( i don't really tell anyone why. i dn't exactly know why.. haish.. at school..hey.. fake all ur fucking cheeryness diy!=) at hm... w0o0o.. tot i cn let out my feelings at hm... bt no seii.... my sis oni cerita kn bout her.. nvr did she ask me hw my day was or hw i am... gosh.. haish.. wd to do.. tts y i keep things to myslf.. haish.. i feel like trash noe.. feel left out and unwanted! haish.. LONER! =)