today.. i had fun in sch. 0.o.. riggghhhttt.. that wud b the first... on the other hand... i actually cried when i went dwn for recess... 0nly g0d n0es why... right. i'm deeply hurt... =(.. hahah.. ouh well.. what to do... it's hopeless... no matter how hard i wish for it. it will nvr happen... hah.. no one will rmbr it anyway. i'm not hoping. have lost hope three yrs ago. =(

well... after school studied w charmain.... 0k bahh... =) and then went home.. rina msged me and i realised that i forgotten that i had to go study w her.. hahha! was damn tired! having cramp! and now developed a freaking headache! (all for one simply reason. happens every mnth!) haha... endure fr 7-10 days shall we? haha! argh!wana bang it sia! bt still, i went la.... teach her... den errr?? well.. i did the teaching. and at the same time i studied mahh.. ahaha.. den saw zafie... lol.. she sat w us.... den went hm w us t0o... ouh ya! saw shira, nisha and faisal amry! ahaha.. da lamer tk nmpk am! like nmpk excited gitu! ahahaha.. i cnt believe i salam him... like... kissed his hands la! like u noe.. respecting ur elders gitu! ahahahaha

hmmmm... do i really need to lo0k forward to it? do i really actually want it to come? i hope it will just pass w/o any notice. w/o me getting hurt.. haish...



i hate counting dwn. =,=" 20 days to mt o lvl. 9 more day shik! hahah...

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