haish.. suddenly i feel very down.. god noes why.. i suddenly feel that there is just somehting that is missing right now in my life.. somebody is just having that big impact on me that i really feel at l0srt nt t0king t0 that person. hwever, we d0nt talk tt 0ften... its been years since i've last met that pers0n.. am realy missing him.. ahah... haish.. 0k.. why the hell am i crying f0r s0mething s0o0o puny...? g0sh.. i t0t i treated u as my fren since pri skul.. oni nw i feel thet feeling fr u. i tink.. haish.. wen the word i itnk comes into ur sentence, thats wen u g0 wr0ng as u strt t0 think. wel. bout things that r nt suppose t0 b th0ught b0ut? ahah.. haish.. knowing that u r s0o0 near yet s0o0 far hurts me.... al0t. deeply.. seriously.. i don't know.. its kinda crazy actually... it never cr0ssed my mind t0 have feelings f0r him.... hw did it happen? haish... ur r0tten luck la boi... too much bullying cums w retribution.. guess tis is wd u get.... an idiotic gerl like me as friends.=l. haish... i really am hurt. c0nfused and stff gawd.. help me.. everything is 0 blur. these tears shed were meant f0r tw0. 0ne f0r u, and f0r the fren wh0 hav g0ne w/o a trace. u didnt evn tell me the truth. lie was all u had to do t0 make me believe it... haish.. dumbdumb me, =( and f0r 0nce. i w0uld realy wana sae" i love you!" w a sincere heart to YOU. and tk maen2 lagi. ths0e three w0rds really hurt me..m and it yeah.. gives me butterflies in my st0mach.. ahahah..... st0p it la dyana... nuthing g0es bey0nd frenshp in tis and i wil nt ruin a frenshp that was built since pri shc0ol. cum! lets be em0! )= and yea.... cry!.omg. st0p=) tc,

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