deedeeBOO.

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, August 31, 2007

hmm.. today is teacher's day.. skul had celebration.. it was damn co0l.. ahah.... ok la.. the awards were funnie.. ahha.. yuzil n shahrul reali made the audience laf like hell.. ahah... mayb they shud hav won the funnie bone award instead of mr vanan.. erm.. ok.. no.. tis is a teachers dae award..hmm..nvm.. morning.. go skul... had ACES dae.. ahah.. ok la.. was kinda fun? hmm.. den we continued with our big breakfast... hmmm.. cud hav sworn that the dae we planned for the fo0d.. it seemed to b lot. but wen i came.. it was.. not much.. bt stil alot for us cz most students were not in kls due to other commitments...hmmm... concert wen on great.. ahah!! =))

hmmm.. wen to junyuan pri.. had to meet fairus natasha first.. waited for wad seems like eternity... ouh .. den met faiz while waiting.. ahah.. funnie.. i was standing bside his gerl.. huahua while she wait for him. omg.. like tak sngka siot! ahahha =D

hmmm.. den den den... reach skul.. saw mahfuzah,norameera and then maz came late..&&& of course my darling afif! ahah.. ok.. we are frens for like wad.. 11 yrs??!! omg!!.. saw LOADS of changes in him since 11 yrs ago.. saw him grew frm a boy to a man! ahaha.. =))) &&. omg.. i so like miss the resat of the ppl.. so00o.. me, fufu,maz nora n fif went to blk n sit n chat... bring back alot of old tymes!! =)) tasha went off wit BF.. aha.. hmmm... wads the use of waiting for her in the ferst place??.. aniwaes.. afta tt.. we seperated n went our own waes.. n yah.. sorie fif for the attitude jz nw! ahah... n yahh... met mandy!!!! ahah.. she taught me to play snare.. ahah... im in LURVE wit the drums stick && playin the snare part for marching.. ahah thanks to mandy hu taught me hw to play jz nw.. ahah!! =)) seriously.. didnt noe it wud be fun!! =)))) n yarh.. guess tt was hw it went=)) hauhuahuahua.. drums is love

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:23:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, August 30, 2007

Hanya sonata rindu yang mampu merawat luka-luka tadi... ok.. hmm.. i dunoe la kn.. was pissed by prnts... n stil am!!! jewflwfhlwhflwuhgklwhrgfklwhgklwghklwhvolwhjvlwhgfhwljkghjkwhgklwhgklwhgklwhgklhwglhw

thx alot ehk.. thx.. arrgghh!!. ok. nw.. U R MAKIN ME PISSED U FUCKING IDIOT!!!! I HATE U OK?? HHMMMM.. TIS TYME FOR HOW LONG?? FOREVA CN??????? u suck la kae???!!!! OK.. I HATE U. I HATE U. I HATE U. FREAK!!! FREAK!!!! ARGHHH!!!!! hmmm.. 0ok... sumpah aku da meleret... da lah.. mls aku nk tnngu ke.. nk aper ker.. ko gi mampos dulu.. saper klw teraser tu KO PEH SELUARDALAM... aku tk masok campur...

wadeva.anitin.aper2 la.. seriously.. entah... do0o00oinks!

n ya....

HAPPIE BELATED BDAE TO FIR!!! =)) MAY UR WISHES CUM TRUE N BE STRONG!! =))

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:05:00 AM

hmm..tok is all u cn do.. ok la hello.. i didnt start it ok? stups.. my bl0o0ody sis did. 0k?.. wadeva la.. yap yap yap all u want.. im cl0sing my blo000oo0oo0dy ears.. fuck all u want shit!!!!... suck la kan????? aiyo0o0o0o.. feeling so000o000o0ofucked up n pissed off!!!! hmmmmmm.. GTH... argh!!!!... wadeva la sia... IHATEYOU... PPL!... HMMMMM.. GO N TOO0O0O0O0OO0OTS!!

wadeva la kae???? KELUARKN LA MODEM INI!!! NAH! AMEK!!!! GI LA BUAT APER KO NAK!!!.. EHK HELLO.. AKU KWN DGN LELAKI PN TK LE APETR?????!!! UH! K0 NK AKU JAD APER LES?? KWN NGAN PEREMPUAN SUMUR HIDUP AKU??? KAHWIN NGAN BUTCH LA NIEee??

WADEVA LA KAE.. GASAK K0 LA KN! HMMMMM!!!!!!!!! BINGIT LA SIA!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:30:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, August 25, 2007

aHahha..totally random piics..LOL

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:09:00 AM

hmmm...okok... dae was fun.. didnt plan on goin out th0..hmm.. actually.. was to0o lazy t0 wake up fer tuiiton..bt syira insisted on goin..so0o..woke up.. den go afta the break.so0o0..wen eat mac ferst la... hmmm.... ok.. tok tok tok.. i like miss them ALOT cn? ahah.. soo0o..wen for maths.. n&&& i swear it was a waste.. cz... WE DUN UNDRSTND... they r like waeeee ahead while mine is like stilll BEHIND. my skul uh.. the mendaki n other skuls da cpt seyy... ok.. n nazmi like suuperr irritating durin maths lesson.. aiyo0o...&&& attempted t0 mas0k spf music rm..bt MALU.. ahha.. so0o.. like wait for mr tong kt bwh.. spf fall out.. they shout springfiled n syira cn hear east view instead..like.. uh... deaf??? ahah..LOL.. hmmm.. tok to mr tong bout band stuffs n tchers.. ahahha.. ok lol.. &&& sum other funnie stuff!!! ahha..ok.. syira shud noe.. wakakz.. den..... wen to central park.. saw TIA,MIA&NIS.. miarinis w/o the rin.. i miss them badly!!! ahah.. den tok tok tok.. ahha.. ok.. den like syahmi msg syira.. i hv to rply for her.. ok..like stups.. everything tk tau.. ahha.. s0rie.jk.. den go mit syahmi n fahim wit syira at mac big clock..ahha... syahmi i tot like freakin stuck up sia... ahh.. bt den he veri veri sewel..a ahha.. giler2!. c0ol sia u 3.. =)) had lie alot of fun.. n yah!! ahah.. RUSSEL LEE SHAKE MY HAND!!!wahh.. n yah! he toked.. n ok sorie la.. im in the rong... i go sae he nvr tok.. ahahha... den syahmi gt sae to us tt he gona open his mask wen he reach his 50th volume.. hmmmm.. wen will tt b... fun walk2 arnd wit u gys... n yah.. wen to mac agin t0 eat..ahahha!! 3 times ok... wad the to0o0ots... hmmmm... den we start to dispearse ourselves... bt b4 tt.. wa kau.. fahim g0 cubit syira n syahmi g0 cubit me.. y.. bout tis stupid joke.. like.. got c sum1 wearin turban... dn ask wad colour.. while doin tt..they pinch.i swear i was blur.. den they ask hw many times it is being circled on the head.. syira saed 3 n gt 3 punch.. i go0oo stupidly sae 5.. ouch.. lucky..i almost saed 10... aiyo000o.. den den den.. we went home.. syira anta me at bustop near skul... cz she hav to head of to diana's party... hmmmmm.... thx syira for the funnie2 stuff u did t0dae.. thx fahim n syahmi for the crazy stuff todae.. had fun...&&& ahah..syira.. we noe sumtin u dun... &&thx syahmi..for makin my feet hurt.. ahha.. well.. &&& i miss u ppl hu went for obs.. &&&& todae was great.=)) && CNT WAIT T0 G0 TO SKULL ok.. so0o0o unbelieveable!!! (sp?)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:35:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Friday, August 24, 2007

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:47:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, August 23, 2007

Airmata Saksi Cintaku
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Airmata Saksi Cinta Ku

Tak dapat nakku gambarkan sayang
Betapa kuatnya cintaku ini
Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu niatku yang suci
Ingin terus hidup bahagia denganmu

Dari hari ke hari kurasa
Kasih sayang kusemakin dalam
Tak pernah kubenci padamu
Walaupun hatiku pernah dilukai

Jangan kau pergi meninggalkanku
Tak sanggupku berpisahmu
Bagaimana nanti bila aku rindu
Dimana tempat nakku bermanja

Demi tuhanku sayang padamu
Airmata menjadi saksinya
Bagaimana lagi hendakku buktikan
Kesetiaannya cintaku ini
airmata saksi cintaku-Lestari
Apakah lagi yang kau mahu
Tak cukupkah pengorbananku
Semoga kau mengerti perasaanku
Betapa ikhlasnya cintaku

Bila hatiku sudah sayang
Bukan mudah nakku lupakan
Biarpun pedih dugaan
Relaku hadapi sayang

Cinta lahir dari lubuk hati
Bukan sengaja di paksa - paksa
Sekali bilaku jatuh cinta oh... selamanya
aku ingin bersamamu ( sayang )

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:23:00 AM

0k0k...hmmm... what a dae it was.. typing all the way for mr amos ng.. ahaha.. bt the file he give.. ahaha! corrupted la.. cnt save.. ahah...okok.. diana did a lot of questions den den den.. the como switched off by itself.. &&& syafiqah finished her wksht to0o.. n since hers was pure chem.. she had t0 d0 like alot lot lot of Questions!! ahah.. 0k.. den suddenly the file closed by itself! ahahah!! ok.. im veri evil.. ahah.. den den den diana cnt save her file.. afta finishing.. hmm... mine.. it closed twice.. bt since mr ng asked me t0 d0 the sub chem one.. it was onli arnd 15- 20++ Questions.. so0o..it was ok... ahha... den i cud save the file.. ahah.. their mistake was not to copy the file into another document.. ahah.. n end up havin corrupted file like mr ng's!!! ahaha... ya ya ya.. n we to0o0ok loads of sweets from mr ng! aha.. like.. ahah... wtf.. ahah.. n i mean alot.. n ya!.. mr ng..u l0oo0k so00o slenge! ahah... ahaha... bt ur wife reali jambu seyy.. ahah.. lololol! hmmmmm.. ahah.. ok.. skul's kinda fun la kn... ahah.. hmmm.. spend time slpin.. den den den go lib t0 type here n ther.. help arnd.. kinda c0ol.. bt stil wished tt the doctor hav allowed me t0 go t0 0bs.. haish...

hmmmmm.... so0o0oooooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oo.. i wana g0 skul tml! ahah.. ok.. cz of band la.. n hav t0 return mr ng's bk.. n oso complete his work.. n ya.. cnt wait for skul nxt wk!!!!! n ya.. i hv t0 admit!!!!! I MISS STUDYING! ahah.. 0k.. ya.. bt reali.. i miss skul.. ahha. alot.. ahha... i wana study! =)))))))

DIYANA...

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
4:21:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, August 22, 2007

ahh... ok.. skul is fun/boring.. ahahah... funnie sia... wen u wan t0 help.. tchers n0 nid help... wen u no mo0d t0 help.. they ask f0r help. funnie sia.. 0k.. atleast tml d0 typing f0r mr ng.. ahah... hmmmm.....was in lib f0r cip.. den menyakat mdm nashefa.. ahah... about her sec 4 son.. like wana tell the wh0le world.. ahaha.. ok lol... den den den.. stup la tcher... ahah.. like PAISEH ok.... ahah
u t0k..u l0ok at the pers0n cn???????????? irritating 0k?... i swear u were t0kin t0 me.. bt actually u t0k t0 syafiqah.. aha.. 0k.. my fault.. cz i nvr wear my specs.. ahha.cnt c properly... heheh.... 0k.. bt still paiseh ok?! ahhaha... ouh ya ya ya.. thx diana 3e6 for tt piece of paper with my name on it... ahha.. its reali nice!! n wad u wrote on top.. was reali reali nice!! =)))).... &&&... ahah.. the heart i t0ok frm the lib.. omg.. so00o.. cute.. ahahah.... ahhaha... hmph... shall put them both in a precious place as they remind me of my loved ones!!! hahhah =))))) ok.. decide decide..decide.. nk gi skul or nt?? hmph... a decision t0 b made.. tml morn.. =)

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:14:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, August 21, 2007

my eyes are t0o0 sw0llen..i had enuf of cryin fer u... if tts wad u want nw.. fine.. i'll do it... bt if its g0na b f0rever..u shudnt hav known me.. neither shud i.. leave.. get out.... ok.. seriously. u noe.. i dun noe wad im t0kin bout aniwae.. yaa..

got my eng marks jz nw.. seriously.. i was reali reali shocked!! i improved by -6.. ahah.. 0k lol... as in my marks decreased by 6.. ahah..i t0ok the paper wen i was feelin veri veri sick... bt tt is nt an excuse for me nt t0 write well... haiyo0o.. frm a 25/30 to a 19/30 jz suck cn?? hayio0o... sad sad sad sad... i reali dunoe wad happened... my mind was nt right at tt tyme i guess...

ouh ya. &&&

i realised tt zafirah actually reads ppls karangan wit her left hand in positioned of like u noe.. ahah.. vulgar nyer position? hmm.. i dunoe hw t0 describe it.. LOL!! i cnt if i wan t0 aniwae.. ahhaha... its funnie seyy... &&

genting....nt fair.. oni 40 ppl cn g0.. cz tchers nt enuf..most pregnant.. aper seyy
haish.. n the songs bein played need alot lot lot 0f ppl.. arnd 50-60.. hayio00ooo... tk fair tk fair..nk pegi!! aiyo0o.. merengek..(i dunoe hw t0 spell..) basically.. whine like a kid la.. aiyo0o0....nt enuf money.. nw.. nt enuf man power... nxt ? hmmmm... to00oo0o0ooo0ots..... seiously wana g0 siot... hmmmmm.... &&&& havin nbc ehk nx yr?? co0o000ooll... ahahh =))))))

hmmmmmmm.... i pray.. genting cn go0oo0oo0!!!!!!!

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:04:00 AM

ok.. lol.. sec 3's at obs... im here..haish.. all alone.... ahaha...ok.. hmmm... bt seriously.. goin t0 skul jz nw was such a waste 0f tyme... seriously.. sum1 is jz so0o fickle minded.. hate it cn??

hmmmm... n ya.. u.. st0p bein like tt cn? cheer up sikit le tk? i c u like tt.. my hati pn berat tau tk.. hmmm.. k la.. nvm..

N I DUN WANA GO SKUL AGIN CN?? till the sec3's cum back frm obs uh... lol

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
5:36:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, August 20, 2007

this s0ng is for u.. i tink u noe hu u r..

If there were no words no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you
and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart
until the end of time
you're all I need, my love,
my valentine

All of my life
I been waiting for all you give to me
you've opened my eyes
and showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
but in my dreams I couldn't love you more
I will give you my heart until the end of time
you're all I need, my love,
my valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart
until the end of time
'cause all I need is you
my valentine
you're all I need, my love,
my valentine

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
2:25:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, August 18, 2007

0k.. hate chattin wit u.. everytime i d0 tt.. u alwaes hurt me wit ur attitude.. gosh.. hate euu... cn u st0p it? wats the use chatiin wit u jz t0 make me hurt n angry... i hate cryin jz f0r tt cn?! seriously.. st0p it wil u? i dun even noe if u undrstnd.. haish.. im tryin t0 accept sumting n ur attitiude iz jz nt helpin la.. haish... dun wana cry bout u no more.. i'll jz stop noein u... i'll forget u.

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
6:15:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, August 16, 2007

0k.. wen . GREAT... wen im tryin t0 get myself cl0ser t0 u emotionally... u giv me ATTITUDE/// thx alot... d0 u noe its hard f0r me t0 make the decision at first???? n nw.. ur doin THIS??!!.. shit u cn??? haiyo00oooo... 0k.. i jz dunoe la.. i shud hv jz listen t0 my senior's advice.. c.. tis is wad i get wen i follow my HEART.. getting hurt... EMPTY PROMISES WAS WAD U MADE!!!.. i started off liking u AS A FREN... den.. felt emotionally attc... then nt.. den yea.. agin.. n nw... i DISLIKE U.. a lot... shit u..

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:44:00 AM

WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, August 14, 2007

0k. had the M0OD t0 study. BT ITS G0NE. thanks alot.. pls.. im reali tryin my best.. bt u dun even bother t0 make it easier f0r me? pls.. im tryin t0 help U n U r nt helpin URSELF. hw d0 u think it will succed????!!!! u blink ur eye.. den WAHHH! EVERYTHING CHGE. u wana noe hw its like. nw u get it. IF U CNT TAKE IT. BACK OFF. seriously.. sacrifices are meant t0 b made.. im the one d0in it here FYI. R U D0IN ANITIN? N0. ENJ0YIN MY SACRIFICE 0NI. FINE. the least u cud d0 is make it simple f0r me cn???!!! g0d! i dun evn n0e wad else t0 d0?!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EMPTY PR0MISES WAS WAD MADE.. IT WAS SO0 OBVIOUS BT YET U WERE SO0O CLUELESS. DUN UNDRSTND D0 U?

ok. aiyo0o0... TA'S SUCKS CN?

N BTW. TIS IS HU I M.. IF U CNT ACCEPT IT. I DUNOE. PPL HAV M0OD SWINGS. ITS A N0RM.
im tryin as hard T0 CHEER UP. u CUD help..BT DIDNT. instead u PUSHED ME WIT MORE PRESSURE. THANKS ALOT.

god. scared fail. aahahahahahahaha

feel like cryin. ahah

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
9:05:00 AM