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WE'LL CARRY ON: Monday, December 3, 2007

ok. im loike staring at tis page for heck..i dunow hw long.. am tokin to haikal.. thx alot ehk for spo0king me ryte nw... ahahhahh... scared la u!u r gona get it..

hmm.. been thinking.. wth is rong with my life ryte nw? freaky websmses.. then tag board..n one stupid fone call... great.. jz great!
n to tt anonymous..hey. get a life cn? aper yg aku ajar bdk jadi setan?? sheesh! DIRI KO SENDRIK agaknyerkn... aiy0o0o.. tis ppl kn.. no pelajaran.no brainer.. no nuthing. no life t0o. n mus b a loner..klw tk..he/she wud hv a betta thing t0 d0.. sheesh. go find job n keep urslf occupied..ok? dn tel me wher so0 i cn sabo.ok?

hmmmm... haish.. a feeling that i've never felt before. if its just a crush.. i would forget bout it in err.. daes??seriously.. haish.. hurt at almost everything he saed.. the pain felt like a dagger pierceing right thru the heart. it is so0o hurtful. i've nvr shed tis much tears for anione. haish.. 8 daes pass. more to cum? haish. i dunoe. the rest of the probs in me. i dun bother bout it that much. but this.. why am i feeling that it is such a huge issue? haish.. pain..pain..pain..
blo0d is wad i c eveywher.. shot thru the heart.. u were ther.. argh! wad is tis??
4gt him.4gt his name. 4gt everything bout him. 4gt that u even know him. at times.. u feel this way. but some other times.. u just feel that u really need him there to be with you because it is the greatest feeling of all when he is there. he is ur world. nothing else matters as long as u r communicating with him. his voice. laughter. jz makes everything seems brighter.. sheesh! i hate when my emotions are not stable.. what is going on? i don't know. at times u jz want to b harsh to him cz u cant take it feeling hurt w his wrds w/0 him noeing. bt there are times where you just want to speak to him in a way that makes your heart melt and be happy always... seriously.. im jz.. haish. ntah ehk???


=()= im confused with my emotions i guess.. i want to do right now... i just can't forget u. impossible.haish.




guess that is all for to day afta i've not been updating for a SUPER long time la kan??n yarh. "NaMe", "Anonymous"... f**k off la kae?

thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
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.me.
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i'm diy , & you don't have to know my real name.
i'm seventeen.
i'm going through life like a norm teenager.
i love HIM
i have a few bunch of friends whom i totally adore & sum hu i DON'T
i'm done.


.wants.

want him to show that affection ..
want a lappy
want a job or school!
.past.



.links.


.shout.