WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, November 30, 2006
hmm..well..i dono.. my head reali hurts so much.. niwae.. thx akak! fer all the help..hmm.. gona mish abg..
niwae.. i tink i've cum up wit sumtin...
i'm sitting here..slitting my wrist...
hurt..becuz..
i've been hurt...
by hu??
but im sorie...
fer blaming u..
fer everyting that happen in my life...
i nid sum1...
but u were nvr there..
or u were..bt u jz didnt make it obvious...
nw im here..cold.. n alone...
pls b my side....
n give me hope..to live on n hav ur love...
hahax..kk.. kinda funny le..lolx..argh..head pain.. wan panadol...lol...heehx...kk uh..
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
12:04:00 AM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Sum1 jz inspired me to rite this..hmmm.. tts if i cn make out wat i want to write exactly uh..hahax..
ok..here goes....
as i close my eyes..my mind drift awae..
i c u....
as i smile..
i c u crying...
i try to go near u to comfort u... but
as i get nearer...u get further..
as i enjoy my life...
i c u... having a hard time...
but yet u cover it with a wide smile....
i tried to tell u that everyting is going to b fine soon...
but wen i try to...
u wont listen....
cuz...u kept drifting awae..further..n further...
gosh...hav i ever hurt u?
no... but y do u stil drift awae like that?
wish i noe the ans...
hahahaha.. i noe it kinda funny.. cz i hav nt put it in sequence.hahax..jz ryte wats on my myne ryte nw,,,hehex
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:25:00 AM
Y hmm... been bz wit STUFF lately so didnt get to blog ehk.. well.... my reason fer blogging todae oso bcuz i fell like blogging..hehex... actually.. i've jz cum up wit sumtin... sumtin i wrote in my mind... well... i dont exactly noe y it happen...ok....here goes..
hmm.. where r u?
its been long since i waited to look into ur eyes wen u look at me..
its been long since i've waited to feel ur skin against mine...
the tenderness n ur touch...
its been long since i've waited to hear u tok wit ur voice so rough yet smooth..
its been long since i've waited fer u to comfort me in my sorrows..
i've been waiting nt looking fer u..
hope u will find me one day..
so i dun hav to wait fer anitin else....
but even so.... i nid to noe....
one final ting....hu r u?
if only i cud hav u...
bt wats the use hoping if u r wit sum else....
happy together...
i wont confess....its too dangeruos..
i'll end up losing u even b4 i get u........
ouh.......where r u?
ok... tts done..hehex.. dono..le. hu its for or y i had it in my mind...hmmm...
actually... i was tinking of changing it cz i won confess bcuz of ego....hahx....lolx.. Y
BuZziNG OfF..
-=[[dEaNnA]]=-
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
12:04:00 AM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, November 23, 2006
hmmm.... well.. jz nw i woke up several time as my stomach was upset....hmm... cuz i tink yesterdae i ate sum food that made it so... haiz... wen i want to get readi to go to the void deck to meet the band to giv the papaer... i needed the toilet again... i kept goin in n out... my stomach reali hurts so much.... i cnt go then.... wanted to call but cnt use the phone... haiz... gawd....then.. after that... had a few stomach upsets again then my mum saed we were goin to the TRL arnd 6pm....so, i got readi and went to the toilet a few tyme too.. hahax.. went there riding my bike... fun fun fun...hahax.... oni it made my butt hurt so most of the time i stood up....hahx..ouch... then afta i borrowed sum books.. i uuhh...dono..hahax... then wen KFC... then followed my sister top up... uuhh..hahax... then..then wen to b-tea shop... bought sum drinks... uuhh... then felt my stomach hurt again... ouch.....then went hm.. change n all that... didnt eat....the whole dae except fer the KFC which i eat the veggie thingy....hahax..... stomach hurts too much...hmmm....then read read n read my books that i had picked...hmm.... writing this while reading...possible?? yeah.. fer me... hmm. gota go toilet again uh... hmm.. well.. nxt tyme uh...hahaahahahahx... idiotic sis wana use comp.. she keep pissing me off..hmm...
well.. blasting offf
daeannanananana................hahahahahahahahahaahx
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
8:05:00 AM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Tuesday, November 21, 2006
well.... im writing this while chatting wit faisal.... n waiting fer the vid he link me to upload..... got comments frm fens that my fond too small... well.. thats the meaning of tiny ryte??? hehex... oh well.... as long as o cn read it..hehex.....well.. jz nw.. had band..... hmmm... mr tong like in a bad mood uh.....dono y? actually mayb cz we play jz nw jz sux so much.....hahax..... i admit taht i sounded terrible... i tink uh...oh well... hmmm.... got to band kinda late bt ok... havnt take attendence yet uh......then... i see... i oni sec2....then fear liox.. scared the rest nvr cum.... i DIE....bt then shin lan n natsha cum late uh... bt i helped them take attendence..hmmm.. late readi.... slp...bb
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
1:53:00 AM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Sunday, November 19, 2006
hmmm..woke up kinda ok todae...hehex.... too tired.. n had a bad sleep cz yesterdae went to escape n ridethe rides and had dreams that i was riding n falling ... creepy.... well... our plan yesterdae was to go jln rayer... wit band.... but all last m in sae they cnnt... so mido rang me up and sae if wana go escape instead..well....i was kinda broke so i sae that i'm nt too sure bout it... but then she sae she's gona treat us all.... those hu cumin... well.. the only ones left was me... rina .. n haikal...hahx.. so.. after the planning... rina met me at my bus stop n we went to central park big clock(altho i rather call it tall clock cz its tall nt big)...oh well....to meet haikal there.. after that... we walked to interchange and board the bus.... wen we reach there.. we saw mido and went to shop b4 going in.... wen we step inside...1st ride we took was the rainbow.... haikal sat tis one out.. afraid of heights.. well.. me too.. but tried to b brave.. wen it was our turn to take it... i felt kinda nervous.... czof the height.. then....wen it started... i felt that it was fun.. nthin to b scared of...only i was scared of getting myself deaf as rina was shouting into my ear.... ouch....hahax.. wen we got down.... walked kind of wobbly... hahax.. nxt ride took the wet n wild.. bt mido n bf.. went to carnival.. nt readi to ge wet....so.. we 3 went there.... wen it was our turn.... rina kept reminding me to smile... wen we go thru the 1st slide as we wud get our pix taken..hahax..oh well.... so... wen we were goin thru the 2nd one... i felt totally scared as i'm gona get myself drenched and my shirt was YELLOW!!! n its the type which was hard to dry..ouh... shuckz.... but wat the heck..i had a plan to get it dry.... so... after the 2nd slide which was reali wet....we met up bac wit mido n her bf and went to haunted hse...i wana c wat it looks like tis time.... hmmm.....wen got in.. i was mostly green... the jail part looks more to crazy ppl then ghost...hahax.... then the rest was ok... so wen we got to th end....we got out of the place.... hmmm... afta that.... haikal wanted to take the rainbow..SO.... while mido and the rest went to q-up fer the ride.. rina n me went to the toilet...in there.. i suddenly feel like vomitting.i remembered that i've nt eaten anitin at all.. guess the gastric was cumin.... so it was my turn to sit this ride out.... afta that.... we went to sit and take a rest... afta taking it... haikal went to the go cart and the rest of us went to the carnival to play sum games... i played bt didnt get any price.. mido's bf won fer her a cute tiger.. a stuffed toy .... sho swt... then me n rina went to collect our free ice cream.. yum... it was delicious....its a jelly n a ice cream put together....afta that... the four of us went to ride the family coaster.. it looks so slow...... but wen we got up there.... it was a nice wild ride.... juz dono hw to descibe it... then me n rina decided to ride it again.. then agian.. n again.. n again.... we end up riding it 6 times... it was fun,.. n at the same time.. my shirt got dry....yeah....wen we rode our last ride at the family coaster...mido n her bf was riding the wet n wild....hahax... after that..mido changed and we wentto bk n eat.... atfa that....wen to take bus n went to tamp n then went home.... lolx... fun fun fun.....Labels: fun
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
10:36:00 PM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Saturday, November 18, 2006
todae...hmmm..veri boring..woke up late...arnd 11....cz yest i slp like uh...4 am..in the morn..redaing my book...hahax...luv 'em....woke up late..then got readi to meet my fren... my pri skul fren,, natasha nd oso my sec skul fren diana...well... first..i went out ...then..i wen to meet natasha first cuz her hse near mine...after that... we both wen to diana's hse... we waited arnd 20 min bt she didnt show up...after that..ma prntz called to sae i've got ta meet them..so... i went there wit natasha..well... she jz wanted to pass the keys...then ma phone wwas like silent so didnt noticed that diana called.... well... cntd do nitin then..afta tt... i went o TRL to return ma bks..wen igot there.... the place was like crowded...worse..it was damn noisy.... i went upstairs to try and get sum bks.. bt cud nt concentatre... lib card was nt wit me so cnt borrow uh...damn idiotic uh....so we left the place and wen to cs n tm.... jz looking arnd..wen to LJS.. to eat...then saw my old fren..mahfuzah(fufu)...hahax...didnt change one bit.... she was working there... speaking of which... i wana werk.. damn bored sitting at hm.... making my butt bigger uh....hahax....ouh well....so..moving back... afta eating.. we went to sum shops..i wanted to buy a pair of ear studs.... cz the left side of my ear stick came off wen i woke up n i dont hav a clue where it is..lolx....so.. went to sum shops...first went to exclusively hers..natasha found sum tings... bt i didnt c nitin that suits my taste..so..went up to yellow...saw one that i like but it was too small.... but it was cheap...one side $1... wen i went out of the shop..i saw a sign thta saw walk in interview fer o n n lvl studentsa..... i made a note to tell tha to ma sis uh..so..went to lift then go down first floor cz wana go tm to check out the ear studs there....then i found the one.. the pearl type.... black.... lolx.. thats the only colour my school allows... other than that.. i've so.. we went out but natasha remembered that there was montip..so... i went there...found the one i wanted..then we went home.....lolx..cnt tink of anitin else to do uh....welll.... gotta go offline ryte nw... hahax...
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
1:05:00 AM
WE'LL CARRY ON: Thursday, November 16, 2006
Y haiz..im bored..so i blog???hahax...well..had a boring dae....then i decide that i will start prac on my trumpy....hmm... will upload tt pic later....haiz...hmm...start playing...3 songs.... golden circle and oso uh.... to the summit and uh...fate of the gods.....haiz.... golden circle...tt song gives me bac so much memories... wit the other two skuls...aicb...(ahmad ibrahim) and chong boon sec..they were damn fun.. speaking of which....i was jz chatting wit fiona..frm cb sec....hahax..she is kewl..hahax.... n i was jz msging faisal from aicb....hmm....he.is the dm.... n sl of trumpy...hahax...for me.he is a pro.... no nid prac play so well..hahac... hansem plak tu...he so multi talented...hahax......beruntung gal tu ehk...haiz..haha..klw la all the guys like hym.. aman dunia..hahax....hmm....
izzit obvious u i gt crush?? hahax..no la..... hahax
stupid la..small sis readiing..she like to tell uh..hate her
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
11:41:00 PM
no hearts nw cz my stupid dae has jz been crashed uh...by sum stupid idoit...hahax.stupid cupid...
argh!!!! stupid uh... hey.... dun cum late then make face uh... dono uh... ppl ask..u shut ur as$ up.... got mouth? sorie if u dont..lolx....bt wat cn i sae? serves u right fer wad happen.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHX.... dun wan to tell me fren??? then sae u dono k??? idiot.. uh....
irritated to the max sia......
niwae..apart frm that..my dae was great...look on the bright side... the seniors were there... i cud like mingle again...it was like old tymes..hw i missed that.... fad took the scetion..uh...then for the 1st tyme...i felt that this was a real prac we had since a long tyme uh....n i reali mean it REAL.. we played songs.... 3... prac to choose which fer syf uh....haiyoo.... then lips hurt...bt stil feel like continuing....bt cnt....y? cz wen cum out... the sound rong note..lips cnnt take it.. natasha lips till blue sia...hahax.... kecian uh....hahax....bt wad the heck???? we strive veri hard !!!! to paly!!! close to perfection....nvr cn b perfect..no such tings uh.... shit...
haish...yeah!! wana prac again..bt at night uh.... haiyoo..tml morn uh.... idiotx....hahax...
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
7:02:00 AM
Ymy life....haish..perfect?? well...its far from it....bt it never is boring..lotx of painful memories..bt so.... bhind those... alot of moments are being cherished too....haish...hahax.... well....dreams almost nvr cum true...tts the reality of lyfe...hahax...even tho we strive hard for it....sumtimes it was nvr meant to b..hahax...
haiz....y emo emo ni diyana ehk????hahax....lolx..gotta bathe... cum back later.... cz the dae i had jz nw was damn fun!!!hahax.....reali yea....hahax.....Y
blaStiNg oFF...
dEe..iDiOtZ..(EVEN THO IM NT ONE)
thoughyou'reDEADandGONEdefeated
3:12:00 AM
