I know it's like too late but I wish I could turn back time and prove to u people that I didn't do it. What you guys accused me of. I swear I didn't. You kept thinking that I had time when most of it was used for school. I mean how could I have that much time right? Pagi ban gun malam balik den tide and it repeats for the whole year. After what he, her , her , her, and the family put me through, you think I want to think about it? I'm still wondering if in your heart, do you guys truly hate me cause people, I don't hate you guys at all when it's you who did the name calling and threatening and even putting my pic on fb and post it with dumb ass captions. It's truly sick but I still don't hate you all. I really don't and I really didn't do any of what you gus said. Bein with Faris for almost 16 months now isn't enough to prove that I was really over it long time ago? It's truly unbelievable then. But now thinking back, I just wish and wish zoo much that I didn't even contact any of them . Not even him. Cause right now, fairs is all I ever needed and wanted. Even if it was different with you and I honestly didnt know how it became like so, I really wish I could tell myself that I've forgotten what's being smashed to pieces. Seriously. I wish ! You made me cry for months den along came the others who ruin my life like totally! I couldn't do anything but to just cry. I'm so weak. How could You even think I was capable of that? How? Why ? You guys know nothing about me,nothing. Seriously not a single thing. Not even my friends know me. Except for gee actually. She's the best and I could never have to ask for anything more than that. Btu guess what guys, I know you. I can see who you guys reLly are like an open book. I ohate hypocrites like you guys. A lil its okay cause most of us are. But you guys are too damn much. Seriously toooooo facing much. You stepped into omy house. Befriended me. Why? Why did this just happened. Frankly, yes I stil, think of you. But only once in a blue moon . The only reason because some stuff reminded me of u or that you just suddenly appeared in my dream. Happy and all, youo have no idea how disappointed I iwas when I was just all a dream. I wish we could put the past behind us and act like we are all strangers. I don't ever want to know any of you again in my life.I wish I could erase that part of in my life. I Hate how and where this is going. I truly hate that I'm the bad guy when I did nothing and its one against a whole lot of skanks bitches and assholes! Unfair. Just unfair.
On the other hand, I miss you dear. See you soon! <3 like super soon! Wedpls come fast hehe ^^
Meeting you almost 4 times this week was just truly awesome! Finish camp fast so I can go and meet you everyday please . Lol. <3 you dear. Am so glad that we a strong and still sanding strong together despite what we went through, your friends , my probs, your probs, a whole lot of misunderstanding and your jerky friends! Hahaha. Love you just the way you are honey.
Insya'allah. If will ... (:
